When you look back on your life from this very second to your earliest memory.....you ok with it? Would you change your heart, would you change your course.....would you have gotten married....would you have gotten a divorce? Bearing all of this in mind....would you have stopped for a moment in your anger just to be kind? Would you love your Mama more.....Mama's would you love your children more? Have you spent time with the people you love? Did you apologize when things came down to a push then a shove? Have you swallowed pride, and fought back tears.......trying to earn the love of a person for years?------when it should have come free. Have you spent your last dime to make someone smile.....and not said anything....? Have you spoken kind words to someone bitter.....someone who has lost all hope...even tho we are all nothing but sinners? Have you ever gave all of your love to someone...just praying they would love you back.....but you don't fit in their box.....so there will be none of that! Have you ever had your heart shattered like grains of sand....and you search forever for all the pieces.....but never find them all again? But its ok, because you put it back together.....worn and tattered...and you love that person away? Have you held out your heart with all your courage, standing in the dark....and no one ever clicks on the light?... You smile...you cry...and you say you know what....I'll be alright. Have you ever sat in the corner and cried like a baby? Waiting patiently for God to save you....because the one's you depend on are wrapped up in themselves...and say if I have time, I'll help them maybe? But you love anyway. Have you held a child's very soul inside your heart...and they look to you with open arms....and you have no answers? Am I the only person who questions why this world is so hard.....and spends time praying to God for the answer? Have you ever held the hand of your Father as he lay dying with cancer...but you put on a brave face....? You fight and you fight not to have a heart full of hate? You cant understand why all the pain......you build up walls just to keep you sane? Everyone around you screams it's life, it's life.......but you question is everything ever going to be alright? These questions are the meaning of life....."no answers" is the key phrase in learning to stay strong during the fight. Smile because you have lived....one day you will know what it all meant.